Well it wasn't much of a countdown yesterday. By da time we got to Marina Bay da fireworks were just coming on. BANGLA-BANGLA YANG MELEBIH. JAKUN SIAK SATU-SATU, CAM MINTAK KENA JITAK AJE..

We bought movie tix at Plaza Singapura before coming to Marina with 14 of his former colleagues... it was hard cos some of them couldn't decide what movie to watch & we took 45 minutes just deciding on it. Finally we watched I Am Legend starred by Will Smith. More about da movie later.

Then we headed to Arab Street where they all wanted to smoke sheesha, but Sham & I realised that we don't even have time to wait for them to prepare 16 people's food, have our sheesha & WALK back again cos da movie would be starting at 2.35am & it was like already 1am, so we both took a cab back to PS, had some light food while waiting for them to come back. Sham was frustrated, me tired & ma tummy hurt from holding in all that urine, hah, but all in all... I'm not complaining. Thanks for inviting me along to your outing with your mates aite B.

I don't dare ask for much.

I just wish to earn more and... have lesser or even ZERO fights with ma boyfriend.

Baby, I am sorry for the arguement that we had just now. But you were in da wrong too cos you just can't accept something that I mildly pinpointed. You took it badly & thought that I was trying to condemn you. I wasn't. I just merely ASKED why. Why can't we solve arguements & misunderstandings amicably? Don't you hate it when we scream our throats out & assuming bad thoughts of each other? Aren't you sick of fighting? Well this was da question you asked just now. It leaves a bitter taste in ma mouth. I AM sick of our little petty fights. I do want us to be da mild-mannered & loving couple we used to back in '06. But we need to seriously work on it.

I need to keep ma temper in check, and you, need to learn to accept the things that people say to you. I didn't mean no damage or to hurt your feelings. I just don't understand why you couldn't do such a simple thing? That is why I call u up at home to ask. I hope you do understand by now. I don't want this to continue & drag on. I love you & everytime we have to go through shards of glass again it just hurts, ok?

And I certainly pray that you will get to fulfill your New Year's Resolutions and... our biggest dream. You should know what that is & I hope you'll always let that keep you going on whenever you fall.

And I hope all of you will have a blessed new year... Insya-Allah.

Updated: Us at Arab Street.