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Monday, September 10, 2007

I Will Survive... WILL I Survive?

First I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive, I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive....

Words from da song kept weaving in & out of ma head in da car... on da way to a night out with da girls. Ok it is meant to be a motivational song kind of thing but I still wasn't feeling better. And still are. Ugh. For da life of me, I dunno why.

No. Despite what da lyrics may suggest, I'm not going through a break-up *bemused smile*... it's not really PMS either.

Da culprit is somewhere out there.

WILL I survive this emotional rollercoaster?

But I guess I have forgiven him... as much as he could forgive me for ma past mistakes. If he could be magnanimous, why can't I be?

As we speak, I'm also wrestling with Blogger. Everything's effing slow. Changed ma layout again lately cos it just wouldn't open up even in ma IE. I don't like this new layout that much. It is too plain so I added snowflakes. Lame with a big L. Even with this simple layout da page's still lagging. Ma apologies if u experienced that too while visiting ma page. We'll just have to wait it out & see if it improves...

I even contemplated shutting down ma blog cos I was too pissed off. Pray that it won't happen. For now.

Update: Enlarged ma stupid banner. Hope this looks better.

Missed by Anna... ♥
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