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Monday, August 28, 2006

Struggling For Better Life... & Future

Just to make up for the long MIA-ness, I decided to update u peeps just a lil' bit though it's kinda hard for me to be online nowadays ;)

I had been thinking. For some reason, maybe good things have begun to shed some light behind da bad incidences I've been though. Just earlier last week, I was depressed, probably cos of da stress from da 2 jobs I'm holding rite now & da fact that I still ain't got a suitable place for me to rent. Thank God I managed to keep it in check & didn't even lash out ONCE to Sham no matter how frustrated & pent-up I felt. I thank him for always being patient with me & being there whenever I really need him. I'm starting to feel slightly better now. Chris is helping me find a place. We're gonna share da rent. Chris, his colleague & me... we'll all have a room each. I hope we find da perfect place for us soon.

I felt happy after watching Kak Ina's wedding videos at Sham's place just now. That's his favourite cousin. I dunno why, but I feel it's very heartwarming to see them all happy & smiling, poking fun at one another. I pray his family stays this happy now & always. I really love him a lot & I always want da best for him. Oh forgot to tell u, his comp has been badly hit by virus. That's why u don't see him posting mushies on ma chatbox for now *grin*..

Sorry cos I don't have any nice pics to show u peeps rite now. And sorry if I sound a lil' mellow & no antics for the day, lol. Will be back for more action ;)

Missed by Anna... ♥
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