Do u always like what u see..?

Friday, June 30, 2006

YOU.

For 4 years, ma life was all about you. Everyday was all about you. Whatever wrong u did & I forgave, it was all because I loved you. U do things to me but I turned a blind eye cos I didn't wanna lose you. I put aside everything, including ma pride just for you. Every little thing I did, was for you & only you.

U said u have accepted da reality that u're no longer in ma heart, but yesterday u proved me right by doing da things u did, AGAIN. Da inhumanity just never ends... why can't people just live & let live? Why do u keep wanting to kill me inside..?

Now, I'm gonna have to go ma own way. I don't care just how I'm gonna do it, but I'm gone. U can't have what u used to have anymore... do I need to be sorry? Frankly I don't know. It's time I think about me. I don't wanna die regretting. It's time I rebuild ma life while I still can & while I'm still alive. U should do da same too. Do not waste ur time on me. U don't need me anymore. And I, don't need you. To be unappreciative & hating on me again. It doesn't matter what hurtful things u say to me anymore cos I. Will. Not. Budge.

I wanna be loved... and I am loved. At last.

I love u HoneyBear...

& of course, ur collection of weird-looking-but-cute 'voodoo' keychains. *Grin*

Missed by Anna... ♥
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