It Never Rains. It Pours.
I don't know what to say or do anymore. All I know is that a lot of damage has been done over da years & I don't know if it can ever be repaired again.
Too many times... we've been hurt...
Too many times... I've been kept waiting...
Too many times... we keep trying to hurt u & me...
Too many times... we try to fight to stay alive....
And nothing seems to work anymore :(. Nuthin'. I'm tired of cold wars & all da fighting. It's just not me. I know that u've sacrificed a lot for me & I appreciate your being there in our early years. I'm sorry that it must turn out this way. As much as I've forgiven u for da wrongs u did to me, I hope u would forgive me too...
If u won't forgive me, it's alright. I understand that.
Things may not be da same, but wherever u go... just remember that I still care for u. I will take da good memories we used to share, with me.
I know u're reading this...
I'm sorry I'm such a failure.
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