A Tribute To A Friend...I hope by the end of this post, u know who u are.
U know... lol, I used to be quite intimidated by u in school. U appeared very confident, were loud & outspoken, whereas I wasn't. But after chatting with u in msn just now I'm glad to get to know u much better now. I feel that we lost out a lot on those secondary school years. We didn't get to know each other as we were in totally different stream & cliques. I can see that u're a much more calmer person than u were da last time, way better than me.
It breaks ma heart to know that u're feeling sad rite now. U lost one... along came another man; a good man whom u truly love, only for him to leave for some place far far away. Nothing could prepare one for what will happen few years down da road. It's never easy... I truly understand what u are imagining. When u're lonely, there'll be no shoulder u could lean on to. When u're in need of a hug, his familiar scent isn't there anymore...
But sometimes... tests of time do make a relationship stronger. Remember da story of ma aunt I told ya? I really hope that inspired u. At least, a little.
Trust me... u're such a wonderful girl... he'll never forget u. Hold on to ur love, girl. Be strong for him. When u're down, he'll feel it too. Especially when he's going to a place so alien to him; and have to be away from his family, his friends... worse still, you. I'm sure deep inside, he doesn't feel any better than u do rite now. Lend him ur strength... be his pillar. Give him something to hold on to. Think of da good life u'll both lead when he's successful. U'll never look back :).
And even though I can't do more for u, u guys will always be in ma prayers :). Semoga Allah terangkan dan tenangkan hati kau sepanjang perjalanan yang penuh dugaan ini. Insya-Allah, u guys can go thru this hurdle *hug*.